This is my last note to all who read this blog… Three years in college has built me into a new woman. Senior year awaits me and I am full of expectations and sitings for the upcoming years in my life. Saint Peter’s College has brought me sorrow, happiness, opportunities, addictions, gains and losses.
Sex has turned into a completely definiton for me. Instead of the vile act of inserting a penis into my vagina, it has turned into love, hate, manipulation, and power. It has turned into my downfall and strength. Listen to me now, don’t ever let your pussy control your future! What have I learned? I finally had to accept that life is not a fairytale! I am not Carrie Bradshaw and I do not have a BIG! That special someone will not magically change one day and realize that I am “The one.” I guess that was my biggest mistake! Following my life the way I wish it was and not realizing the reality of my situation!
Friends are very important, but seriously are they all as loyal as we wish they were? Can you do more with your life with your friends or by standing and holding your own ground? Friends can sometimes be a mere distraction to what your life is meant to be. They can be undercover “agents” built just to test you and make you learn the lessons that you will use as material for adulthood!
Love can be a beautiful feeling! It can overpower everything you are feeling and make you survive the toughest battles! It can also bring you down so low that your heart and throat knots and makes you crazy. My biggest mistake and fortune has been falling in love. It has been my downfall, my happiest moments, my saddest moments and even my insane moments. It has kept me from my family, friends school and career! It is the only emotion that has kept me from everything I am sopposed to do!
So you see my friends, Sex, Friendship & Love make you grow up! Make you an adult and it defines who you are and who you will be! Learn well and goodluck to all of you because for you that are beginning each stage, it is a tough struggle ahead!
With Love,
Your author, Jakaris A. Diaz De Vasquez *
